Sunday, February 27, 2005
its back to jail week! sighhh. and its test week too! SIGH. oh well. can't expect myself to love school anymore right? :/ oh guess what AFV is FUNNY! (: -laughs. teehees.
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7:21 pm
Saturday, February 26, 2005
came back from turf city. went to watch the runners run the swift xc. yupps. (: resutls not bad i must say! yay! hahas. walked around aimlessly and blah. was quite bored actually. so i ate :/ had a can of drink and later i bought mcflurry. oops. heehee. think i'm gonna get fat! pffft. oh wells. lets see i didn't do a single hw today! yikes. think i better get my lazy bum to work soon! muahahas. and i haven't done bible study too! uh oh. bad me. this is just a short blog anyway. change my blog skin again. hur hur. cause the other picture ain't working. yupps. so toodles! (:
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7:53 pm
well, this week went by pretty fast i must say! (: just that it went by suckily fast. sheesh- alright i guess school kinda sucks everyday now in sec 3! gross. although we didn't have alot of work during the weekdays, the weekends are just filled with them! mrs romans just had to give us a million math quesiton doesnt she! and mrs lu just had to add on to it. sighhh. im so starting to hate math. grrrs. k lets see. i'm having chem test and chinese test next week and to add on testing for TRACK! boohoo. i have to do math questions and social studies assignments! and i have to remember to hang in my book assignment. gosh. i just read pride and prejudice by the way. its a seriously tehhh book. if you know what i mean! its chim, boring then exciting as well as confusing. :/ anyone got a better book to recommend me?
at the moment i am getting bitten by a million hungry mosquitoes! URGHS! itchyyy. -scratches eewws.
mr valeri is in hongkong! means slacker training! muahahahas. got damn pissed off doing hurdles today. hur hur. whie? cause my stupid left leg seems to hate me! and it doesnt want to work. oh and SPH relay. B Div team 4x100m is Me/Linette, Gail, Alicia and Amalina. sigh. if i run the heats linette gets the finals and i if run the finals linette runs the heats! darn unfair!
anyway back to school. had some grooming and deportment class for PEP. haha. was interesting actually. thought it would be some boring old crap. teehees. im an autumn girl! (: heehees. means i cant wear black or white to match! :/ weird. gonna look forward to another nice session on it. hahas. hope its fun! -giggles
hmms. had thanksgiving dinner in church today. yupps. the jokes were rather lame by the way. hur hur. but had a nice session of get together, sharing and praying. yupps. (: the food was NICEE! yummie! teehees. i so need to diet. ugh. anyway it set me thinking for loads of things. and i realised im bloody materialistic. :/ i gonna try and not be one. wealth and looks = out off the way! (: its inner beauty that counts. so yeah! gotta ciao now. toodles. (:
good luck to the runners! (: swift xc!
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12:44 am
Saturday, February 19, 2005
When i feel down i look to you
When i feel low your words ring true
Its not by might or in my strength
But its by your spirit moving in my life
Cos God you are my life
I will praise you
you're everything to me
I'll live for you
You're the reason that i sing
I won't go back to the way it used to be
Cos i've found you and your everything to me
At times when i look down and all i see is
Sinking sand
I'm thankful that it's you the solid rock on
Which i stand
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6:11 pm
went to do my IC today. it took me only WOW! 30mins! (: muahahas. i didn't have to go through that stupid queues. thanks goodness. came back and watched cartoons. -giggles was quite fun watching it actually! (: i like cartoons! ask sis to fetch me down to bishan. met kexin in the train and we went to church together for meeting. hahas. the meeting lated only an hour! which was pretty quick! yay. wasn't very enthusiastic though. had a pretty bad moodswing. sorry guys if i had pissed you off somehow or another. went to macs for lunch. im getting fatter! argh. i need to stop. my tummy's gonna burst. hahas. went back to the hideout and walked with kexin to the mrt and took a train home. yupps. gonna go out for bible study soon.
sighs. feels like there's this empty thing in me. but i can't figure out what. ): hope it goes away. its not a great feeling. maybe its because my walk with God is slipping away and im backsliding. guess i gotta keep up on track. QT , bible study and prayer has somehow disappeared from my schedule. my work is getting horrible. and i can't keep up. don't even get what the teacher is trying to say. my memory is failing me. im losing it big time. lets hope next week would be better.
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5:52 pm
Friday, February 18, 2005
ahh! im like so finally blogging. teehees. im soOo hapyp!!! you know whie?! cause i ate more cake! teehees. and YES! im am fat!! [shuddup] ): sighs. hahas. i need to lose more weight. blahh. alright.. lets see how was my week. to summerise it! IT WAS..... (drum roll please?) lousy. muahahas. seriously it was like duhhh dohhh zZzzz. you could have just died with boredom! geez. lets see. mrs lu was having ultra ubber moodswings! one day she in such a good mood, the next day there's this HUGE grey thundercloud above her head! sheesh man! poor us. we have to tolerate this for another 7mths! -screams oh well. nevermind! 3b we can do it! hmms. lets see. i have tons of hw to be conpleted by next week! pfft! im just so smart. the WHOLE week i was slacking and now look at the pile! sigh. what was i thinking! sheesh. dumb me. k im just rattling off all the nonsense. whie? cause i actually don't know what to blog and i'm waiting for a inspiration. hahas. k this is what i have to do:
- do my IC on sat (tmr)
- have outreach ministry meeting on sat (tmr)
- do my homework AND bible study tmr! shucks. i haven't started. oops.
sigh. many stuff to do and yet so little time. and i have english common test next week! ahhh~ so fast. sighh. bleah blah blooh. i am so bored.
trained in the rain today! lols. was quite funny. when we wanted to train, it started pouring. when we stopped, the rain stopped as well! hur hur! we're so not fated to train today. muahhas. finished training ubber early. went up earlier to get a HOT LONG BATH. felt so GOOD! (: and daddy picked me up! YAY! love daddy! muahahs. guess i gotta go! (: toodles ppl.
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11:07 pm
Thursday, February 10, 2005
with the few remaining MINS of my burfday i shall blog! teehees. hmms. was woken up by daddy! hrumpff- changed ate and went visiting. went to daddy's cousins sister's place. stayed there for about an hour EATING (shuddup!) and left to visit grandma. stayed there to EAT again ( ya so shuddup!) and off we went home. hur hur. what an eventful day! sheesh* came home slacked around. had dinner and another burthday cake! yummy! i loved today's cake. muahahs. chocolate fudge with banana! yummmss. i seem to get really nice cakes man! lols. oh well.. only 30misn left to no more birthday. man i don't feel 15. bleahs. hahas. oh well. guess what. my birthday coincides with chinese AND malay new year! :/ wow mans. haha. bleahhhs. guess nothing much to say! so toodalooo~ (:
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11:20 pm
i am official wrinkle-more! :/
dickson made me say that.
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1:25 am
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
AHHHH~ the horror! the torment! im gonna be 15 in slightly more than an hour! x\ im getting OLD! sighhh. anyway whatever. bleahs.
slacked around the whole day. had a 12 hour sleep! im so glad. had lunch and helped around the house for a while. and off we went to all saints chuch. went to visit grandpa and grandma on daddies side. and guess what! my great granddad was a munchurian official! lols. weird i know. hmms. rushed off for another reunion dinner on mummies side. yupps. had a huge birthday cake! yummy! chocolate! argh. i'm gettin fat i know so shush! collected ang pow's. watched tv. read my book. OH OH! everyone! i SO recommend you to read Tuesdays with Morrie. it is a fabulous book! really interesting. its a MUST! go get it! -glares it makes you think from a different perspective. yupps. hmmm guess tomorrow is gonan be a boring day for me! sighh. only visiting like two houses? shucks. oh well.
hmms. did a french manicure on my fingers! teehees. just gonna do one on my toes soon. muahahs. alright i'm lame i know. hur hur :/ guess i'll shuddup now! its 1 hour to my birthday! ahhh. BYE
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10:50 pm
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:
teehees. im so bored. and its 1am+ in the morning! -gasps. heehees.
oh gosh IZZIE STUPID BANANA! he's making my tummy giggle. quotes : i hate nerds! cause i can't be first in class! HAHA! oh gosh. lame pig and he scored a frekaing high psle mark! darn ass! and now he's being poetic and writing lame poems! gere's one of his creations! :/
cheryl is sleepy,
izziee is funny,
jus be happY,
cause tml we gonna get money!
bwahhaha! its early in the morning weirdo guy. yawnns- tired. been cleaning the house the whole DAY! sheesh* oh and class photo's are hilarious! CLICK THIS for photo's (: nights ppl.
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1:35 am
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
had a weird pms session last night while chattin with steph, lucinda and izzie. got pissed then sad and i started crying over some stuff. shall not go into detail :/ thanks to them anyway! especially steph and lucinda. love you 2 loads! (:
anyway, what's past is past. shall not fret about it. am glad today. heehees. had training which went pretty quick. did sprints without spikes cause i left them in the hostel! :/ eeps. did okay timings with shoes. heehees. had gym later. lunges, full squat and half squat jumps. verticle jumps 3 jumps 10 sets. and shin thingy and 2 stridings. yupps. went to watch a video alex did the other day while training. hahas. was nice to finally see how i jump actually. lols. although it was quite annoying when alex kept playing it back and playing it in slow motion. sheesh* went to have a bathe handed in my chinese hw and went home. yupps. i almost fell asleep in the train! dropped my wallet. thank goodness i woke up when i heard it fall from my hands. erps. came back tired and hungry. and the sun is so hot! bwahh.
cleaned up my room! (: yay! its well.. quite clean. heehees. almost perfect. hahas. vacuumed upstairs and i JUST polished the leathered sofa! im perspiring all over. smelly me. gonna have reunion dinner later! (: have to stuff myself again. uh ohh. oh well... eeps. i jsut remembered about ss hw! i hate ss. sighhh. and math hw. worse. shall do it over the remaining hols! shall do a few shoutouts now.
to steph; hey dear! don't fret about it kae! pray hard and ask God to help you. yeah? wasn't much help just now! :/ anyway thanks for listening last night. yupps. love you loads!
to lucinder; hey hey toot! (: love you like loads! thanks for listening last night. yupps. see ya ard in church! (:
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5:16 pm
Monday, February 07, 2005
heeeyaaa! (: hmmhees. came back from our class bbq! (: was great but i'm ubber stuffed! urks. i'm so dead when i weigh tmr! ahhhhh. sigh. anyway i had fun there. although i prefered last years bbq. heehees. i'm dead tired! ughh. training this morning. did the 3 step hop thingy. 5sets take off leg and 4 sets non- take off leg. den did medicine ball. 15x throws den 150m stride. 3 sets. yupps. was supposed to watch our video thingy but we pushed it to tmr! yupps. want to see how i do boundign! hahas.
hmmm. while at the beach having our bbq, i was using sarah's skates to skate around. skate a little further around the beach. and i just realised how beautiful the scenery is. and it makes me think. how much God's has given us. it was like the most beautiful scene i ever saw. started humming some song annoyomously. hahas. i went up and down and up and down just to stare out to the sea. so nice! (:
k darn f c u king crap. i lost my mood. bye
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11:33 pm
Sunday, February 06, 2005
back home.. i'm totally blogging everyday! bwahhhs- went to church today. sad to say i was ubber side tracking! eeps :/ wasn't listening to the sermon at all. and today's sermon was supposed to be good. bad me! -slaps self. was playing with loo and steph! hur hur! we were so lame! :/ kept shouting CHEATER! hahas! i think we're insane. bahh. went out with my parents. went to chinatown! lols! it was blazing hot! and i wanted to go swimming. but i ended up shopping for new year. teehees. i can't help it. laaaa~ and i haven't finished up my chinese compo!! noooo! and its due tomorrow. i am so dead! sigh. nevermind. i left 160words! i can do it! YEAH! -motivates myself. i'll rush it tonight i guess. teehees. and class bbq is tomorrow! YYAAA! im so excited. -giggles. cant wait. just that i don't want training? hur hur. i'm still tired. shucks. oh well i can't help it. guess there's nothing much to say! (: ciao!
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5:19 pm
Saturday, February 05, 2005
+ SHALLweDANCE?
ahhh the show is sweet! (: hmm i shall do a promotion for the show. its nice! and sweet. especially during the dancing part! (: yeahh. just that it gets kinda boring at the beginning until the center. yupps! (: i guess it wasnt worth 8.50 but i should be worth a 6.50! (: yupps. i love the dancing!!! make me feel like dancing. and i love the song! heehees. shall we dance shall we dance shall we dance! from the Anna and the King. teehees. went out with twins. yupps. walked around cine, heeren and wistma! mans its SOO CROWDED! sheesh* hahas. went to her church later. True Love Waits. yupps. i made a commitment to God! (: teehees. saw kyser there. hahas. yeahhh. went back later. and now im online. hur hur. im actually bored but tired. hahas. and my frekaing ear hurts! hmmms. guess i better go! (: havent been sleeping well for the past 3 nights! eeps. nights!
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10:01 pm
Friday, February 04, 2005
* NERDless!
YAYYY! i love weekends! and i'm finally NERDless! winks- no more tests! no more tests! -starts chanting- teehees. finally the atrocious horrifying trauma of tests is O-V-E-R! get it OVER! yaaa!! wahooo! (: alright. sad to say my enthusiasm is short-lived. my tests results SUCKED! sigh. what has come over me! ): i just passed math on the dot, i made 4 careless marks in physics, i answered my chemistry answers stupidly and my chinese close passage is gonna SUCK. best of all i haven't finished my darn 600word chinese compo. gosh. laoshi is such a TOOT! hmpff- i've 160words more and i'm stuck! -sulks disgusting chinese. sorry to offend people who likes chinese. sheeshhh. forget it i shant talk about depressing stuff. hur hur.
anywayyy.. im going town tmr!!! YAYYYYYYY! with my dearest twin! (: love her loads. muahahas. gonna watch shall we dance. dum dum dum~ hmmm doubt i'll be going to her church though.. yupps. gotta do some stuff around the house for CNY. teehees. and my birthdays coming! weeee~ giggles- ohhh gotta look for valarie's pressie too! :X didn't get her a pressie. oh well..
hmms. our badminton guys lost the match to darn monfort!! pouts- they played against all the darn imported talents! sheesh* whats up with that dude. lost 4-1 eugene got that one point for us! YAY EUGENE! booyaaa. im growing fat again! oops :/ supposed to be losing weight! and guess what! we're having a class bbq on monday! and cny is on wed and thurs which also happens to be my birthday! WELL! how nice is that. darn it. guess i gotta go. i need sleep. -zonks. toodles. (:
p.s izzie is a retarded booya baboonseng rambotan banana! x)
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11:41 pm
